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Sunday, 21 September 2008

sometimes i blame the distance.

sometimes i blame the person.

sometimes i blame myself.

so whose fault is it again?

sigh.

Thursday, 18 September 2008

she's back!

and the trio's back in action!

i am happy.

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

have u ever given ur body d chance to escape d storm of thoughts in ur head?

to not worry about wut HAS happened or wut WILL happen?

but to live in the EXACT moment when it DOES happen?

Thursday, 04 September 2008

hmmm i have not been bloghopping for quite sometime. i used to do it like almost everyday..from reading my friends' blog to some strangers' blog...from the entertaining ones to the ones dat i can always relate to my own perspectives. but not anymore, until recently, n i came across this:

"Freshies, there is nothing in the world that is stress-less. Results are highly expected, make sure you don’t get sick easily, or be a baby too much. If you know you are stress-prone, take care and deal with it. Coz in this world, no one gives a damn about you. Everyone is competing. Emotions aside, it’s nothing personal just business. And with all that, please bear in mind, life has to go on. Balance it well, and I am sure you’ll do good. It also means don’t give excuses about not making it to the family dinner, or forgetting the birthdays, or not getting married, or not getting laid, or even not having kids"

it was written by my cuz who is 5 years older than me. what she said is indeed true. n it has certainly motivated me further. im not sure if she's gonna read this, but thank you kak shariza for the advice! i'll keep that in mind.

lalalalala.

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (What's wrong with me?)

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum (Why do I feel like this?)

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum(I'm going crazy now)

hehe i think so too. with the limited time dat's left to complete my dissertation, i think i am going crazy.

but this song somehow keeps me going. it somehow gives me the extra energy n makes me wanna move around. hehe.

ok here i go again. bum bum be dum bum bum be dum bum.

Saturday, 30 August 2008

am trying to breathe..

to cope...

to survive..

it's gonna be an adventurous month i tell youu!

wait till u know what kind of place im living in now. sigh.

n i really cant wait to know what will happen next!

all i know for sure..i'll be very busy throughout! i may not find time to update my blog even.

anyways..Ramadhan Al Mubarak!

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

now u might be thinking "3 entries in less than 3 hours?"

heh it's just me. typical dayana. if this blog has feelings, he/she would definitely say "u come only when u need me. sobs "

heheh sorry but i just feel like putting up this song.

i think it's such a sweet & wonderful song lahh haihhh.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

so yan, would u do the same? would u? would u? he he he he he
(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you

And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight girl, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH)
I said that's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)

Baby I've tried, to tell you goodbye
One look from your eyes and those dumb thoughts say goodbye
It's foolish to try, when I know that I
I just can't survive without you

And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear that your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight, girl you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go (UH OH)

To see through the night, you are my light
So even when we fight I know it's going to be alright
You have my soul, I'm just letting you know

That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
I said that's why I can't say go

thanks yan!
y i have been keeping quiet?

bcoz ive been busy.

packing stuffs. moving in n out. traveling east to west. restructuring my life. recovering from sickness. reminding myself wut is at stake. doing things that would avoid myself from having dissertation distress.

anyway, this is interesting. i just picked d points which are relevant to me..more like a reminder to myself and a note to the ppl around me.

1. Why dissertations are stressful:
- They give evidence of your mastery in investigating a topic area & in using scholarly method
- They contribute to the final grade of your MSc
2. Why should I be concerned about Dissertation Distress:
- Worrying about your dissertation can make any existing problems seem worse
- Too much stress can be overwhelming & stop you studying or getting on with life
3. Dissertation Distress is really about:
- Not having the Motivation for writing your dissertation
- Feelings of exhaustion, tiredness or fatique at the very thought of having to do your dissertation
- Worrying too much about whether you will complete your dissertation on time
- Being consumed by competitiveness
- Just wanting to get a distinction regardless
4. What really causes 'dissertation distress':
- Wanting to do something new or amazing
- Feeling like you are losing control
- Unexpected life events like breaking-up with parner etc. (yan, take note. be nice to me All the time please )
5. Things to DO if you can:
- Exercise is the simplest & best way of taking a GOOD break & clearing your mind
- Try using vitamin B-complex once daily & vitamin C once or twice daily
- Try taking a day off each work & do enjoyable stuff
- Try laughing at all times, it is a very good medicine
- Try using as much natural light in your home (definitely not for my new place. using natural light makes it look even more haunted!)
6. More strategies:
- Be open & comfortable with feelings of stress, fear & being overwhelmed
- The dissertation requires a deep sense of commitment & belief in yourself
- Don't deprive yourself
- Your dissertation IS NOT for fame
- Your dissertation IS YOUR choice; at any time you can choose do do something else
and last but not least :
Manage, Focus on & LOVE your dissertation

oh yes, im loving it!

Sunday, 10 August 2008

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

byknyer bende nak kene buattttttttttt. penattttttttt gileeeeeeeee nak mati!!!

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n rain rain rain..pls go away n come again another day?

i cant afford to fall sick!

i haf like sooo many things to do.

i need more energy.

i need more time.

Monday, 04 August 2008

i have bigger things to do.

i have bigger things to do.

dont sweat the small stuff.

i have bigger things to do.

i have bigger things to do.

dont sweat the small stuff.
they wanna hurt you.
they wanna talk about you behind their back.
they wanna judge you without knowing who you really are and what you're goin thro.
let them be.
let them be.
dont you ever fall into their group and be like them.
dont sweat the small stuff.

i have BIGGER things to do!